Thursday, May 5, 2011

May 5, 2010

Just a random picture of me when I was pregnant. We had the condo already to go on the market and Ted was taking pictures of each room.

You can almost see my belly here. 

Wearing the same shirt I would be wearing just over a month later
at the butterfly release.


Many happy and sad moments were spent on the couch that is in the corner of the picture. For weeks I had been getting up every morning and lying on the couch and feeling my belly. I loved lying on my back and seeing the contours of my uterus. The left side was always higher than the right side.

After he died, I spent hours lying on the couch sobbing, and hours on the computer in the picture reading blogs, writing in my own and on the BCC Miscarriage, Stillbirth and Infant Loss support board.

2 comments:

cullensblessings said...

Sending love as always Dana...

Drew's Parents said...

I am not sure that I had ever seen pictures of your condo. I can picture you there during those early days in June. It's so heartbreaking. I am glad, though, that you have so many good memories with Jacob there. That will always be one of his special places. <3