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Saturday, July 10, 2010

Another dream....

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I finally got to sleep this morning around 3am. I woke up at 4:30am with my heart racing. I had another dream. In my dream, I was pregnant...
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Just a quick note...

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to tell you how much I miss you. The nights are getting harder again. I have been holding it together pretty well during the day, with sma...
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Thursday, July 8, 2010

Unexpected tears for you

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Hi baby boy, Today Dad was talking to a woman at work named Maria. I’ve talked to her a few times over the years and always thought that s...
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Rocky times

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Dear Jacob, Yesterday morning I woke up and something told me to lie on my back. I did this every morning when I was pregnant with you beca...
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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

When?

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Dear Jacob, I have a question. When do Mondays just become Mondays again, not the day I found out that you had died. When do Tuesdays ju...
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Monday, July 5, 2010

Can't stop crying

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Dear Jacob, I miss you so much. I have been crying my eyes out for an hour and a half and I can't stop. Love, Mom
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Self-punishment

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Dear Jacob, I think that I am trying to punish myself for letting you down, for being unable to keep you alive and healthy.  I know that I...
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Dana
I live with my husband near Toronto, Ontario. Our son Jacob was stillborn on June 1, 2010. We miss him everyday. We were fortunate to get pregnant again quickly, but I have miscarried 3 times since losing Jacob. August was miscarried on August 20, 2010 at 5 weeks. Cub was miscarried on November 27, 2010 at 10 weeks. We lost twins girls, Madeline and Emma Grace, at 11 weeks on August 30, 2011. We miss all of the babies that we have lost and what could have been. We welcomed our rainbow baby, Emily on on August 15, 2012. She has brought us so much joy and happiness.
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